Hi! This girl is just one of a tonne of people into BDSM - or bondage, dominance, submission and masochism. I've been into BDSM about five years now and explored quite a lot within that time!.

My main interests in BDSM are electrics, suspension, ponyplay, latex,breath play, medical play and bondage. Although I am pretty openminded and open to trying new things. I am 27 and based in the northern reaches of the UK.

I am lucky really in that I have a great Master and partner in crime - Grimly, who I love and we have now been together for around 3 years. We met after I read a post of his on IC which I found intriguing, we got chatting and then met up. For a while we had a casual play thing going on which then developed into a full blown D/s and loving relationship and my blog should record how that has developed and matured over time.

I am happy and proud that I am a submisisive and a masochist. For a while i wasnt comfortable with my submission but i have gained more confidence with it.

My Master is very imaginative and creative and wicked but with a good sense of humour at the same time! He makes a lot of his own equipment and I am hoping eventually to set up a site in its own right for him to showcase this. We dont make equipment for sale though, just unique bespoke things for ourselves and sometimes for friends. His most intriguing project to date has been a dentist chair with built in electrics, restraints, and breath control.

I hope you enjoy what I've written here and on my blog - please feel free to leave comments or get in touch to discuss anything i've commented on.

You will notice my blog posts are written third person, I dont speak like that day to day of course, but for writing it helps me reflect on the experience and be sort of on the outside looking in and the inside looking out. I dont write that way elsewhere i.e. in email or chat.

I hope you have enjoyed my profile! :) Feedback is much appreciated, if you just want to say nice pictures you can use the guestbook. I don't generally do 'chat' tho i appreciate contact if you've got something interesting to say! Though generally if your contact is a one sentenced pick up line if i dont reply to the first one i'm probably not going to reply to the sixth identical one either.

Best wishes

This Girl
xx

Here are some recent updates from my blog

***** NEW 28 August*****

Pony girl training
When Grimly and this girl were on holiday at Geetwo & Maxi’s at the start of the month Captive Kink was also there for a few days and took some pictures of this girl in the harness Grimly has made (which was inspired by JG Leathers’ creature harness). This girl was then rigged up and put in the hoof boots to practice trotting on the treadmill…

and recently....

Guilty as charged
Being a bondage doll or a torture toy or , well, masochist and general sensation slut is the easy part of all this. The submission part is much harder and still not something this girl has fully got her head around. Of course, no doubt you are going to be reading that thinking for goodness sake after five years it should be bloody obvious!

Post on submissive guide - the female of the species
New post of mine on submissive guide – check it out!

Watching it happen
A few posts back this girl started mentioning the various attachments for Grimly’s dentist chair. In additon to the capabilities for ‘brainwashing’ and hypnotherapy the chair also has a built in entertainment package. Whether that is Grimly’s entertainment or this girl’s is debateable of course! This session continued very soon after her last brainwashing session so as you can imagine her body and mind were both feeling open to the power of suggestion and other things!

A story part 3
ANNA tried desperately to stay still, but felt incredibly hot and uncomfortable with the heat of the summer’s night and being next to her sleeping mistress made her feel as though she was balancing totally on the brink of somewhere between ecstasy and cruel torture since moving would wake up the slumbering lady and she did not know what the results of that might be

A brainwashing session
Next, he puts the brainwashing mask on her. This is something he made himself out of a dream machine which is a unit that delivers strobe style lights through LEDs at the same pace as the electric pulses and music programmed by the computer, a gas mask and a respirator so that she can breathe through it also (if he lets her ;) ) Grimly also normally adds earphones as well so that she can hear him almost as if he’s actually in her head.....

Master Mind
This girl once had someone ask – ‘so what makes him a deviously dominant madman?’….the next few posts are going to share the answer to that by sharing a few details of some of his most advanced creations….

Flying
This girl still struggles with that whole sub space thing. It’s a bit hit and miss. Over involved bondage can sometimes be the very thing that does it , tipping her right over the edge, or other times the same thing might keep her so interested and so feeling like she needs to hang on every stimuli to experience it all that it just won’t happen as the need to be alert and awake to it stops that happening

Inception
This girl went to see the Leonardo di Caprio movie, Inception, yesterday. It was pretty good! The movie is centered on the idea of what if we could see each other’s dreams, take away ideas away from those dreams, or even, implant things into them – “We create the world of the dream. We bring the subject into that dream and they fill it with their secrets”

Identity
This girl has wrote a few times before about identity, about sort of having this ‘secret side’ that is different to the face she puts on for work ,family and friends.....

I robot
Grimly, funnily enough had also been inspired by similar ideas and has also had a love of science fiction and fantasy, and so, he has created his own robot. Or, at the very least started the process ..........

post on submissive guide
Just a link to a post of mine on submissive guide - being with an older dominant.

A story part 2
‘so…, ‘ she said ‘you need to choose what you want to do next, do you want to come to bed with me or do you want to please your Master? You can go and beg him with your choice if you like, he’s downstairs, but if you choose me you stay the night. And he doesn’t. And who knows what might happen…..

Inspiration
There are very few ideas out there that are completely original. Though, maybe it would be nice to think this girl and Grimly have some of them! Though of course, like anyone else Grimly and this girl are inspired by other people and other art.

Knowing
This girl has had an interrogation fantasy for a long time. Possibly it can go all the way back to being linked with what (with hindsight) can be seen as her earliest thoughts connected with BDSM . It’s what she remembers first – being aroused by old films with that sort of scene…